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Notes
on Going Inside
by
Varda Branfman
Carob
Spring Foundation
You
don't have to travel to Nepal or Nebraska to find yourself, even
though sometimes it can be helpful because the actual going and
leaving your usual habitat forces you to wake up. The new realities
require new responses to your surroundings.
But
your "insides," the interior of your mind-body-soul entity
is an even greater frontier. Exploring there is a fantastic opportunity
to see, not only the physical world, but the worlds upon worlds
beyond. You can go there whenever you want and as often as you want.
After spending some time there, you'll want to be there always in
the state of wakefulness and alertness.
The
great thing about these explorations is that, unlike traveling to
Nepal or Nebraska, you don't have to leave your house, your family,
or your job.
Your
insides are a beautiful place after you've pushed away the cobwebs.
Sometimes it's been so long since we've connected to ourselves inside
that it seems that there's nobody home. When we knock, there's only
the faintest response, a voice that whispers, "Is that really
you coming home?"
Go
for a walk with yourself or just sit next to the window in a quiet
moment. Be aware of your breathing, and focus on the breath reaching
down to your solar plexus. Let your mind rest. If a concern or worry
pops in, then don't resist it. Just watch it sit there and slowly
fade away.
Take
a seashell and imagine being inside. Or look at one of your plants
and take note of the new growth that is springing up at the tips
of leaves.
If it's nighttime, go sit on the porch and look at the stars. Let
your mind relax. There is nothing you have to think. Let the thoughts
come and go. Listen for the sound of different voices.
If
you hear a critical voice, let it speak and then die down. You can
stay right where you are even when it points the way to dark clouds
ahead. Notice how easy it is to simply stay where you are in the
face of its insistence.
Usually,
a great wave of relaxation will wash over you if you stay put as
the voice slowly fades away. Then you may hear a gentle, loving
voice. Encourage it to speak on. It may talk to you about the beautiful
curve of the seashell or the healing green of the plant. It may
tell you to notice how precious your children are, how delicate,
how much they need your love and words of encouragement.
The
face of one of your children may come into focus. The voice tells
you what this child needs to grow in your loving care. Like the
plant's thirst for water, which words will help this child to blossom.
The
voice may speak to you about a new direction in your work. It may
remind you of your gifts and innovative ways to use them.
Every
day is a totally new creation. And every moment brings us to a new
threshold. When you tap into your inner voice, you have entered
the natural flow of your life. Here there are always chiddushim,
which is the Hebrew word for new insights.
The
whole of creation is always singing. Every part of creation has
its own song. Now you can listen to your own song, the new song
that your soul is singing in this moment.
This
is not a matter of will power or discipline. It usually happens
only when you are relaxed and open to whatever G-d wants to give
you in the moment.
You have left your expectations about yourself and what you might
be getting at the door. Once inside, you have entered a world of
wonder and discovery and peaceful watchfulness.
You
have tapped into your inner dialogue. You are dwelling inside. You
have pierced the thin veneer of the real world and entered Eternity.
Please
accept our invitation to present your impressions about this topic
in our discussion forum, "What's
On Your Mind Matters."
Why not share your inspirational stories or poems with us? Email
them to Barry Bittman,
MD. Who knows? ... perhaps one day the treasure you create or
discover will serve as a great inspiration to others.
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